Tuesday, February 1, 2011

why does it seem...

That even though I have so much love and support and fun times to give, but nobody seems to want it?

This is something I've been thinking about for awhile. Hell, sort of for my whole life. I love people (for the most part). I love sharing experiences, laughs, hugs, good times and hard. I just feel lately that.. well that noone cares. That everyone already has their own people, even add more people, and that I'm just left in the dust.

I was wondering if I was overreacting at first. That maybe it was pms, nicotine withdrawal, or lack of sleep. But the more I think about it, the more I realize just how alone I am most of the time.

And I don't know why. Did I do something???

And don't get me wrong, people still respond to things. But it's as though I'm never the person someone goes to at first. Sigh. Depressing post done! Time to figure out why this is happening or why I feel this way!

4 comments:

Justine said...

Come to California and we can be alone together!

SLM said...

Aaaw I think you're the bees knees!!!

Taryn said...

I can sympathize with this ... mostly because I really DO spend a lot of time alone. Not kidding: Drew works 80 hour weeks (including saturdays), and my Maine friends? I can count them on one hand.

I vote you come visit me in Maine and we can go skiing. Don't worry, I'm actually pretty terrible and bunny-hop it all afternoon.

Schmoe said...

It will get better. I always find in the first year when I move someplace new, I feel that way.